I am backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~ it has been too long!
FINALLY finished my FIVE EXAMS!!! gah...... but no celebrations yet... results come out in 3wks and then supps... i love my life. as a result of my utterutter depression over how brilliantly i performed in my biology exam, i have now completely lost any motivation to find a job and have humbly decided to spend the next couple of weeks waiting for my results hidden under my bed. aside from that, i wish you all the best in seeking your job, acing a definite interview and, of course, getting selected!

u survived on tea and biscuits whilst being deathly sick? no! gah you must be terribly thin! >< as if you dont have a microwave? but you hav like stoves and stuff right? poorpoor holt... i hav a habit of sulking when im sick, and tend to be more stubborn too

from wat i recall...last year...didnt you get distinctions?? and you still regret not studying harder?? such motivation...perseverance...self-discipline... gah, share me some T-T

HK! my friend was talking about HK vs Japan sport game...soccer? no, i think it was football... HK...one day i will go there! one day! its just, i dont really wana go on tour... just shopping...but then i dont speak chinese and i dont know anybody there...so...yea...

my msn is still not working... apparently i gota delete my old 1 before getting the new 1 but thing is, i have deleted the old one...=-= so now im msn-less with no idea how to delete something that's already been deleted...

ahhh... my friend's, who's in dent with me, isnt coming bak next yr... its kinda sad really. he's deferring for 2yrs coz he has to do military service in Singapore, and when he does come back, he has to repeat first yr... i rekon that's an awful bummer... waste of 3yrs really. but i suppose, looking on the bright side (which i rarely ever do), being in the military will definitely be a worthwhile experience. i wonder if its like in the movies where they hardcore train and stuff? he's pretty upset about leaving, so i didnt think asking was a wise option... although i know he's gona be a sergeant! but that's because he's in dent. that's a bit unjust really...

whoa... long msg! ^^ anyways, hope your well, having fun in woteva u'r doing, and keeping safe!

Deathly ill?! oh no! when your sick, you gotta b pampered >.< i dont suppose you were?
job applications? wat kind of job are you seeking?? im thinking of looking for parttime anywhere... but the prospect of having to go through a 1-1 interview or maybe even a 2hr group interview is beginning to put me off good luck with searching!!

exams *shiverrr* had a formative bio test... got 10 below average... so veryveryvery fail ...n the trial exam questions we get are beginning to freak me out. iv done most of them, with the aid of notes. no wait, not \'aid\'... it was all from the notes! gah... BUT! I WILL TRY HARDER! ... well at least, i want to...intend to... anime is soo addictive lalala~~ gah...>.>

ahh! its christmas soon! soonsoonsoon!! i can feel it tingling inside of me its such a shame that i dont celebrate it the way western people used to... eve family dinner, prezzies under big tree, santa!! actually, i dont celebrate it at all anymore... shame. oh well ^-^

...glubglubglub where has my holt gone~~~?
i have a question:

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do you think that a rom-com anime must have a kissing scene?

lol twas just something me and my friends were talking about today i dont think it has too >.> recently watched Toradora (i know, shud be studying) & i rekon the scene ruined the anime for me yea...
OH! and whats your view on:

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incest?

lol... when watching anime, I thinki im ok with it... not sure where i stand for reality. probably a no though lol

yes... my friends and i talk about weird stuff... primarily brought up by ME!! MWUHAHAHA~

My comp died last week T-T well, actually, it was slowly dying wayyy before that but finally cacked it so iv got a new monitor ^^ but gah... need to d/ l all my programs again and um... load all my songs back onto iTunes...lucky im organised! everything's in folders and subfolders and subsubfolders... i think you get the drift

i finally upgraded my internet plan! yayayay~~!! now i can d/l more anime at a faster speed! awesome... dilemma = not knowing what to d/l >.< ... and i really shud b hard-core studying for my rapidly approaching exams...sigh...

msn's not working for me atm.. i dunno why. i'v re-d/l the windows live file thingy but it wont let me sign in. when i do get it working (which might b after exams), u'll b showing me some pictures! k? do you hav some of the hotel you stayed at? ... i hav like this never-gona-come-true-unrealistic-dream of oneday owning a hotel... a hotel with one awesome wall being an entire aquarium!! yea...

Ur belief in me means so much ... more pressure.... lol XD

sighh bak at uni... and loaded with stuff to do T-T i popped onto msn sometime last wk, but like always, you werent on but u'll b putting some more photos onto your website's gallery right? perhaps, if you do, i'll drop by 1 day nyo~?

so tell me, overall, about how many people were there? lotsnlots? its fun where there are lots of new people to meet!! everyone from all over the world?? did you do extra stuff? like sightseeing excursions or shopping? where'd you stay?? highclass hotel? food...

All's still going well i hope? has the program finished? did you meet anyone distinctly special? tell me!! i'm sure the experience is worth the work. you MUST take lots of photos! iv seen the ones on your site... awesome stuff. must add to the gallery, MUST!!

end of yr exams are fast approaching... i can smell them gah... must...hard...core...study... sigh... if i study hard, maybe dad might change his mind and take me to the gold coast at the end of the year!! although, driving for 16+ hours is a bit urgh >.<

argh! its spring and yet there's been thunder and lightning all day!! i dont mind... but my dogs are going crazy! barking mad lol get the pun? ... that was so fail... i'll go back to my studying now.

Nono... the fissure sealant is a preventative measure. so your tooth probably wasnt cavitated yet. which means that the decay was still only at the beginning stages so your dentist must have cleaned out/removed the plaque and sealed up your fissures/grooves to prevent further decay in the future. that's why it was at the top of your tooth good thing, no? otherwise, he would have had to drill your tooth and put in other stuff!!
well this is the opinion of an unqualified, inexperienced, unreliable student...dont quote me!

lol heheh...i like to sketch...unfortunately, i like to bum around more so only complete a drawing once a year... sometimes longer (yours was an exception)...iv got a couple up my sleeves (about 10 spanning 10+yrs actually ) but they'r not that good... yours is by far the best! only recently started trying noses and hands

gah!! its not even 8am and yet its already 21degrees outside!! and its only the beginning of spring ...

you'r probably on holiday now eh? well, have fun! if u'r going out in the sun, put suncream on! and sunnies...definitely sunnies.

Hmm a chip off the crown? as in your tooth was fractured? ><... i havent learnt much about that... heheh XD but im quite sure they dont give you fillings for chipped teeth. naughty Holt must have had a hole in his tooth!did they fill your tooth up using something in a syringe-looking tube then use blue light and an orange shield-thing to harden it? if so, that's a fissure sealant and yes... that would have meant you had a hole. if not then... hmmm. i think i learn how to deal with fractured teeth next year. but i'll ask someone just for you! ^-^v
its actually a legal obligation/responsibilty of your dentist to clearly explain the procedure and then gain your consent prior to doing anything
lol drill your tooth out!! XD its all about prevention now Holt... not the stereotypical drill-fill-bill no more... although, i guess that would depend on how up-to-date your dentist is ^-^.

yepyep... its getting hot here too...<sigh>...i hate sun.

and about your previous post... my bad. i didnt put it in the right context. i danced, yes. i took photos, yes. BUT... not the 2 combined

Omg >.<" gomenasai~!
yea i drew her, but copied from the promotional picture of the anime. i figured coz you liked ninja's, that you might (maybe) like this one ^-^... do you know where she's from? she's Freasha Yagyu from Jubei-chan 2.

trip to Dubai! ooh lucky! and more cycling! >.< manz, you have the life!... t-shirt tan lol... does that mean it's getting hot over there? there's a week till spring here..but still cold, 15degrees ><...

yea the ball was saturday... your birthday! lol, it was ok. dress was... like i said a bit big, so mum had to sow it at the last minute and so i was kinda rushed... hence, my hair looked crap T-T... and ended up just wearing my one pair of heels which i wore to my formal and graduation...>.> lol too chicken to try to set a new trend! XD OMG!... i danced ><... my friends made me get onto the dance floor... for a coupla minutes i felt so outta place! then, coz everyone was dancing (and drunk >.<"), i was like 'wat the hell?!' and started copying my friend's crazy-assed moves!! XD not cool, but an experience to remember anyways~ ^-^v perhaps, if u'r lucky, i'll show you some piks on msn one day

U hav email.

Butt pain from biking... i totally relate
oh no! wet tent!! muddy... ewww i dont think i wud survive >.>... but i suppose, looking on the bright side, that's 1 memorable experience to go into the scrap book!!

wat hav i been up to? lol... dress shopping it seems that in uni in australia, there are such things as 'balls' (i think previously, i told you that there werent). i spent THREE DAYS searching literally all over the city and hav come to the conclusion that the world is against me, i am against it, designers are gay, being poor is distressing and... i hate shopping. BUT, i hav found my dress and have bought it on a rash impulse despite it being a tad big for me... (i refused to pay $8 for postage of a smaller size in case i ended up not fitting it)... and now, there is yet ANOTHER dilemma... no shoes... dammit. i hav this like massive urge to just rock up in converses... or no shoes at all. really.

I'm not really sure if it counts towards my final degree or not... i thought everything does! O.O" i think if i want honours, i have to apply in 3rd yr and undertake research and stuff... i dont think im capable of that.

wow! i never even thought of dentistry like that! u'r so optimistic

overnight cycling trip? are you camping outside?? wow... that's almost like honey and clover style!! h&c is sooo cool!!

i worked out how to get the 'anime i like' list! mwuhahaha~ man, i'v been on AP for YEARS!! and i never knew they had this feature >.> so fail. you shud make one too!

The importance of these exams?? o.o... hmm... well they'r summative so they count towards my end-of-yr grade... and if i dont pass...lol i fail ^_^" and then i mite hav to repeat the yr (if they let me)...so yea...

lol so you did scream! XD did your face skin get pulled back like it does on tv??

i saved 3 catepillars today!! mind you i didnt touch them >.>... i'm not the best with bugs, but when its a life and death matter, one must overcome thy fear and save the day!!

i'v recently come to a horrifying realisation... after graduating uni... im gona b pretty lonesome T-T... most of my friends are either interstates or internationals... so unlikely we'll b hanging out after... and no doubt (if im lucky) i'll b working in a clinic with older dentists, so little chance of bonding time... wat a boring, lonely future

T_T gah... its been TWO weeks and my results still havent come out... this waiting and anticipation (... and hoping) is KILLING me!! and my grandparents phone from sydney every week to ask me whether i know them yet or not and ask me how i think i went and i tell them i dont know and i think i didnt do well and they tell me that they dont believe me and that they had a dream i got all distinction and and AND...

nono chrono crusade the manga was good. the anime is crap. mushishi the anime is awesome! it doesnt look appealing from google, but watch the 1st ep and u'll be hooked!

WOW... i'v decided: i'm never going skydiving. awesome picture but looks scaring T-T and lol doesnt really help that i'm freakishly afraid of heights... hrmm maybe that's why i'm short

I'M FREE TOO!
but sameeee... i rekon i'v failed 2 T-T so scared... i hope they'll give me redemption exams... otherwise i'm screwed although i'm pretty much screwed already anyway. mom's gona freak i'v figured out a new way of telling her my results without being in the immediate vicinity of her scorching laser eye-glare!

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type up results, print out and stick on fridge. then run and hide under bed with cotton wool in ears. oh! and stock up on food and drinks in case she decides to starve me! fool-proof plan! ya?

well at least you studied hard and tried your best. that's wat counts! >.> me on the other hand ... anime + study = fail. <sigh>